I was shaking like a leaf
I was clenching my fists
I was losing my mind, yeah
I was dancing with death

When I stood in my front yard
Felt the sun on my face
It just felt like a rerun
Holding everything in place

For a moment I was not lost

I was waiting for permission to take off

I was out of my body
Reciting lines of remorse
I was losing my mind, yeah
I was halfway out the door